Help Forget

i lay awake
hoping that i can be something better tomorrow
and not just wasted, like the days have lately
been consuming my mind,
with a whole lot of self doubt,
questioning all the time, but how can we all
finally just be ourselves, and not live up to any fucking expectations again.
i could never follow something that i don't believe in
but my tunnel visions rerouting me to the end

wake me up,
from the dead
help me forget
how cold this system is
cuz it feels like ive never had a chance to live
refrained from a life that i'll never get

its all a shame
we gotta throw away our futures
and become another pawn in the game
but i refuse to be owned by the state
gunna rize above this class war controlling my fate
sick of it all, end the years of the abuse to my liver and soul
i know thats not an excuse. but im falling apart.
hanging on my rebellious heart
looking for a new revolution to start.

how do you blindly follow everything you see and read
poisoned by the sky and everything you choose to eat
we're dumbed down and neglected all dying every second
where the fuck is humanity/

wake me up,
from the dead
help me forget
how cold this system is
cuz it feels like ive never had a chance to live
refrained from a life that i'll never get
find yourself
free the mind
take control and destroy
all who infringe your rights/
it feels like nothings ever been on our side
except for the millions of us trying to survive