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Chill Out And Die Later​.​.​. [NTR 041]

by The Stupid Stupid Henchmen

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1.
Help Forget 02:45
Help Forget i lay awake hoping that i can be something better tomorrow and not just wasted, like the days have lately been consuming my mind, with a whole lot of self doubt, questioning all the time, but how can we all finally just be ourselves, and not live up to any fucking expectations again. i could never follow something that i don't believe in but my tunnel visions rerouting me to the end wake me up, from the dead help me forget how cold this system is cuz it feels like ive never had a chance to live refrained from a life that i'll never get its all a shame we gotta throw away our futures and become another pawn in the game but i refuse to be owned by the state gunna rize above this class war controlling my fate sick of it all, end the years of the abuse to my liver and soul i know thats not an excuse. but im falling apart. hanging on my rebellious heart looking for a new revolution to start. how do you blindly follow everything you see and read poisoned by the sky and everything you choose to eat we're dumbed down and neglected all dying every second where the fuck is humanity/ wake me up, from the dead help me forget how cold this system is cuz it feels like ive never had a chance to live refrained from a life that i'll never get find yourself free the mind take control and destroy all who infringe your rights/ it feels like nothings ever been on our side except for the millions of us trying to survive
2.
This Misery 01:39
This Misery the days too short, and im late again an hour of sleep and a summons to pay im becoming a mess, and nothing is feeling right, im losing my head. pale, i aint seen the sun in weeks, my two cats are the only beings to whom i speak introvert, im a loner whos hoping for nothing but better cuz their whole agenda leaves you no control withdrawn from everyone, an unhealthy soul that's beginning to rot out when everything's not what i thought it was its hard to change when i feel so fucking lost im living life way too goddamn depressed. lost faith in everything My fates in need of change so far my life's meant nothing, its being washed right down the drain i stopped believing theres a reason cuz everydays the fucking same i've been feeling stressed out this 20 bucks won't even last a week i've been on repeat, and learning nothing to keep me from being quarantined. and i want you to know that i cant love you anymore. i don't wanna crash together down the road im headed i'll explain it better when i find something to fall for. when everything's not what i thought it was its hard to change when i feel so fucking lost as long as we can come to understanding one another i'll change my reservations to leave this misery
3.
Bits 04:03
Bits i drink way too much and say all the wrong things nothing seems to ever change the more i try the more i fail stay up all night lose sight and mind of everything disconnected, its bliss til you wake up under their reign. between you and me, im done and going for broke leave past mistakes behind and hope theres nothing else that i owe will this darkness consume another life with open doors? i was told the future is bright so where the fuck is the light i have to get the hell outta dodge, and find a place to rewire my mind leave the past and build a new future. im trying to let go and put it all behind. i missed another call that i saw. cuz every times just an excuse to melt away far from the truth grew distant from a friend, i'll never hear from him again the years passed quietly in vain, until he intentionally od'd in his bed and i'm Just sick and tired, of having no fucking motive. 80 proof intakes not enough to cope with the bullshit how can we escape ourselves and think when our lives are controlled? this whole systems built on promises fabricated just to destroy. i have to get the hell outta dodge, and find a place to rewire my mind leave the past and build a new future. im trying to let go and put it all behind. a search for new vision, in a plot to collapse a start of new hope, building something that lasts but im falling apart, trying to clean myself up escaping it all, when im failing to love. push hard to leave this fucking dead end state my nihilistic tempers at the end of its leash move forward and quit procrastinating, that same routine i was stuck in everyday just wasn't working out for me. its so hard to think when you've been so fucked up stuck in the same goddamn rotating episode this whole worlds a shit show too proud of its hate where's the love of everything? where's the love that i need? just one more drink, and then im back to where i was, self loathing and lonely pissed off at the whole world. nothing to live for but to sleep forever hoping you'd just wake me up when the days seem better i have to get the hell outta dodge, and find a place to rewire my mind leave the past and build a new future. im trying to let go and put it all behind. im just becoming nothing, in this barren city controlling well-being, im losing sleep and unhealthy. afraid of the sun, and people make me uneasy, ignoring my phone whenever it would ring. a search for new vision, in a plot to collapse a start of new hope, building something that lasts but im falling apart, trying to clean myself up escaping my jobs, to fucking end it all
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DTI 02:22
DTI i took the G to the A. packed with the villians i hate, im the what percent of that percent that doesnt relate. ive grown attached to rebellion since the day i remember. gotta blow steam off the embers just to cool down my temper. im bored now, and tired. i've been looking way higher. to overcome these end of days but Love won't fill my desires. i should shut up and pray, but im gonna dig for an answer. even if i have to perish in the flames of disaster. I took a cue from my brothers to get the hell outta dodge a better set up at home, but my hearts thick in the fog. i know i dont want a phone or machine, or you calling me. i wanna stay gone, and witness you all suffer from this disease. scrap the digital cameras and then put seeds in your planters. create something more hopeful than what i read on yer wall. i've got a fond thing for a natural human bonding. but this other form of mankind is nothing i would buy into. I pride myself in defying the system til the day that i die. closed minds will just follow all the rats without two open eyes. whats good for me, is not for you, or most humans too. too blind, to see what else is out there than on channel 2. i thought i'd fuck the police but i'd rather fuck the feds. im just sick of living dead, and right now i feel headless, brain stems stringed up, detained. im just trying to keep sane. i think we'd all like to hold on to our own reigns. cursed, i know a few people that i'll never trust again. losing friends to this game, is no way friendships should end. but then again, what matters, is how you keep yourself in check. id cover up your heads when cops think that they shoot to protect. fuck paying your rent scheme, my credit is complete shit. this whole fuckin system can suck my fat fucking dick. now that the ties been unknotted, and the strings are all cut. im taking a personal day off from the world that you...fucked .
5.
It's Never As It Seems i got enough of this bottle of gin, to last the rest of my day alone and i thought of who i wanna stay in touch with and who id rather forget was born. contemplating the years ahead, i was just thinking what a friend once said, 'what the fuck you gonna do when im gone' its been about two years now, and not much has changed ill always think about the times we spent, and the amount of useless shit we'd talk about and truthfully all of my beliefs are still the same. im not just swayed by any fucking preacher's son, i count the days down til my time is done. Its hard to think about years from now when the whole world comes crashing down it just seems everything's over. theres no hope for change theres no time to dig us out. I'm a mess, but im a lover and a fool, who'll never ask for any help cuz im just shitty to myself. and i don't knooooow what the future holds, but i bet that i will still be broke and hoping theres a fire to end this fucking cold. (god damn its cold) its almost worth it when you're by my side and watch me self destruct and lose my mind, turn back the time and tell me that im not alone. i don't believe in much, but i believe in us so lets dig ourselves out of the rubble and turn around together and watch the world burn. fuck the future they burned our dreams, i'm out of touch with this dying scene it just seems everything's over. theres no hope for change theres no hope for us today stop the hate, we need unity, how the fucks a war gonna help us be one? the truth hides deep below reality and this hope of freedom is never what it seems. im out of step loving this world thats when i know i drank enough, my sober thoughts are pessimistic try and try and stand me up. when you were down and out and asked me for help i did nothing i did nothing.
6.
Naps 02:29
Naps i want you to know i'm sorry there was no connection between you and me our principles are far too different, you like the structure of cops and i believe in anarchy some things aren't meant to be. but whos to say whats a more fulfilling life sure i could use a lot more, but nothing more to survive. i enjoy living day to day and in the end my friends are all i need. i got no plans yet for what lies ahead, i keep putting my reality on hold instead. saving last weeks paper just in case i might read it. its a cyclical mess that never cleans up. years from now i'll be back to square one drunk and broke with no future no hopes and no reason to become something better im just stitched to this fucking chair agoraphobic, my soul is beyond disrepair. im a fan of the silence but loneliness is overrated and the sun burns hotter everyday i use to blame everyone else, but now im just the one who doesn't believe in myself so maybe i should warn you now before my cynicism summons a cloud of my problems, self loathing, and doubt. and i'm the hypocrite for judging your faith when you could be the only one out there to save me. well i can't tell why we try to understand each other, before we understand ourselves
7.
Internal Struggles Of Rebellion i got nothing else to set on fire except myself, this meaningless shits an endless cycle of work, sleep, pay your bills, no sleep and it seems like the further i wander im lost searching in hell from under wondering what's insanity how the hell did we just destroy humanity when everything is gone theres no one else to blame but us why destroy everything we love and leave it all behind? theres nothing to save us all. all forgotten in no time if the wrong people control our lives to watch us die. i've been blaming them my whole life but now im looking at myself i know im not whats fucking wrong. their system's built to mimic hell. we need to quit believing all their bullshit they feed us to make a change but its not gonna change until we drop our prima donna shit, the 'im too good to protest this'. you're one more arm to throw a brick and destroy this fucking republican convention. til i lose all my attention cuz my a.d.d just kicked in, what the fuck was i thinking? i'll just drink 40 ounces to freedom when everything is gone theres no one else to blame but us why destroy everything we love and leave it all behind? theres nothing to save us all. all forgotten in no time if the wrong people control our lives to watch us die.
8.
Set Fire Set Us Free so the front page read it was a beautiful day to cover up everything wrong with this world its unreal that my nihilistic dreams and the waves of the future are coming true into a meaningless state, cuz we're all losing hope. and no one bothers to change, so stop praying to a non existent being try to believe in yourself and find a way to overcome all this hell exhume remains of your former shell and try to rebuild. cuz nothings the same it seems nothing can change we're all trying our best to understand our mistakes its hard enough for me to fucking think held hostage under tyranny well my friend, just know that you're not alone i chose to live because its awesome to breathe but i don't see a reason to continue this identity. forced to believe that war would solve everything, and at the bell's tone we'd all surrender ourselves to the king. fucking pigs, glorified beholders of violence don't shoot, im just protesting in silence, i dont ever want this shit weighing me down, controlling my mind, im hoping in the end that we'll all be fine. theres some moments that i feel a little glimpse of hope but most people are in doubt that theyre out of control if you and i stick together we're gold, an unstoppable force to break open the doors. set the king and cops on fire set the reigns of death on fire set the city of hell on fire then set world and me on fire cuz nothings the same it seems nothing can change we're all trying our best to understand our mistakes its hard enough for me to fucking think held hostage under tyranny
9.
Week End Plans I've got big plans again, of doing absolutely nothing this weekend im putting the whole world on hold to sleep in late and nap all day! and i don't give a fuck whats going on, my phones off, no calls, no sight of the sun alienated holiday, i can finally breath and just be free. i just need some time, to get away from everyone these days its hard to find a place to hide if i don't i'll lose my mind im sorry, goodbye i love this fucking part of my life i've got big plans of dreams ahead don't wake me up this is the end and once i resurrect, maybe i won't just give up again. i could pretend and believe in that shit. but i know ill just devolve back into the abyss. freedom, acts like a bastard why the fuck can't we all just have it Im losing touch with my whole family all because id rather sleep in this saturday i just need some time, to get away from everyone these days its hard to find a place to hide if i don't i'll lose my mind im sorry, goodbye i love this fucking part of my life i've got big plans of dreams ahead don't wake me up this is the end
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Keep Breathing how the hell did we all end up with no freedom? hopes all lost in a life with no reason. brainwashed all your thoughts to be changed and dumbed down to easily be enslaved gotta find a way to find a love before i die why the fuck do we all follow their petty lies I'm close to the end but not done yet but im losing control of every fucking part of me. can't breath, can't speak can't think, can't dream i would rather die than give in to their design and become a mindless robot programmed to abstain from free thought poisoned the tap to put us all in a trance i'd love to dream and see better days for you and me so why believe what they say? fuck this system, break down the gates. and just go your own way, just go your own way. stop and think, before you're doomed all it takes is a first step from you they tell us we'll amount to nothing and everythings been planned for us all. its my turn to be anything that i fucking want. and i wanna bring you along. escape the madness, free your mind there's no reason to live a life controlled by some fucking tyrant so don't listen when they tell you... don't breath, don't speak don't think, don't dream
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Thanks Friends without you around i don't feel like myself, lost in distress no one here left to help. and when i'm heading straight for the ledge, you put sense in my head, where would i be with out my friends? walk along and tell me everything, the future is dead so lets just live for today. theres too much to see and to do, when we play by the rules, lets break free from this insanity it seems the whole worlds against us both trying to tear us apart so we would lose control theres enough hope to keep us afloat with how everythings going im surprised that im not alone. every year a few friends less everyday another chance to escape death. i look up to my brothers who beat their rock bottom, where the fuck would we be without our friends? where the fuck would we be without our friends? we can all move past our faults, but we can't do it on our own sometimes life just feels lost and we'd rather just die all alone but lately i've been thinking clearly, understanding my mind and my soul. thanks to all my friends who helped me believe that im better than i thought i was how do we progress our lives when theres people out there trying hard to suppress our minds you always taught me its kind to respect one another, but when someone's a threat, where do we draw the line? ive seen too much hate, too much for me, but around you i feel at ease. and at peace. and i wish, i fucking wish it was just you and i. where the fuck would we be without our friends?
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Finally, Done shaken up by this world of hate losing faith in us a little more these days these politicians thrive on all your pain its a shame we can't change til its far too late step out of bounds and go find yourself, it feels a lot like surviving in hell. but i can't give up on humanity when theres war in your mind called insanity love life all day til i forget who i am And another sad loss too soon of a friend, drank a fifth to myself and i got a little buzz, ended passed out and lost any feeling of love. wake up with pain and the shakes everyday. why did i do this to myself again, i hate to be the pessimistic human being but whats it all worth when there is nothing left to believe for a moment tho, ill get so drunk that it all seems ok, deep down i know this world is hardly worth living for I'm always changing every day, feeling lost, and out of place. i plan to exit all alone into an all inclusive dead existence dig me out of this cloud of angst im the only one around whos left here to hate. while friends move onward i still remain a stubborn kid, as the years pass by like days, it seems the gods have forsaken me floating up to a spirtitual awakening, then coming down like i've lost the whole meaning of life pretending nothing is wrong but im losing the fight tried to clean up from every vice that i love. But The feeling is numbed from all the confusion with all hope lost theres no love and no trust. i wish id known what was better for us. i keep fucking up, down a spiral path Any real connection that I have don't last i just need to bring in some light. and finally meet a few friends before i dematerialize. when everything seems inconvenient and the whole worlds against you breathing, can't even live decent or make any fucking wages worth saving just hating what you'll become if you stay, another rotting sheep in a cage just fucking leave. live free, it doesn't matter what other fucking people think we're broken down and judged all based on nothing but the cover it may take a lifetime or two to truly find who you are inside thats the game of life, a struggle to survive fuck tomorrow, live for today. be the human being you're supposed to be
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GLS 01:18
GLS I've got a friend who doesnt seem to see the value in honesty especially between friends this makes wonder, why is he my friend, is it because there is no one else around? when your friends don't give a fuck its enough to make you give up. when your friends don't give a fuck its enough to make you give up. Well my friend doesn't give a fuck, so i gave up on him I thought a friendship was supposed to be about respect and trust well we don't have either one i don't trust you, and you don't re spect me, enough to tell me the truth when your friends don't give a fuck its enough to make you give up. when your friends don't give a fuck its enough to make you give up. Well my friend doesn't give a fuck, so i gave up on him

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More of a note to self, to just Chill Out And Die Later.

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released June 30, 2018

Thanks to everyone along the way over all these years and all of our travels, hanging with us, dealing with our shenanigans, housing us, feeding us, and motivating us to keep playing the same 4 chords over and over. Thanks, Justin C Nut, Brad HS, Kelly V, Chrissy, Kif, Kathy, Brad Tiedeman,Midget, Racha, MC Devlin, Gia, Mooshy, Seb, Jer's JSA, Teddy P, Stella V +Emmy, Eli, Andy D, Jiro, Emily JERKson, Aaron, Glenn Hugo, Danny R, Estilo Skateboards, Crowley, Tommy, Ian, HC Chris, Curtis N, Mary Cate, Massa, Pauly C, McCrack, Zachy, Nicky, Krueger, Percell, Matt, Rushka, Maryse, D-Cat, Chanel, Trent + Juice, Kit, Chris, Midget, Nick, John, OFC Crew, Larry B, Frank, Charlie, Tim B, Hal, Isa, Tommy, No Time Records, Erik No Cops For Miles, The Lo-Cash crew, Night Gaunts Paul, Dead Rejects Shane, Grayson, Mad Conductor, Pumpkin Records, Jeff B, Jeff Attacks, The Business Fairy, Genesee, NSP, Whitney F, Days N Daze crew, Geoff, AA, NA, The Meatlocker, Shawn W, Kyle W, Elliot + Robin, Razo, Anti-Venom MX, So many many many more that i'll keep adding here. thanks, keep it fun, keep it real, keep it DIY.

Drums were recorded Aug 30th 2015 all in about 7 Hours right after our small tour with Night Gaunts and Days N Daze. Took a long time to finally lay down the guitars, bass, and vocals. Then we mixed it up with that sexy Canadian touch!

Chet - Vox, Gats
TC - Bass
Brice - Drums
Justin - Bass, Guitars, Mixing, and Farts

Cover Art - Chet
GLS - My Voice My Fist

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